More Of ME!!!

I'm in moarning its just the tears u don't see

but what u really see is not a true part of me

i hide behind a smile

and wait for a while

i wonder if any one will notice

i have blood on my hands

from people i don't even know

if i knew everything in the world

there would be nuthing i would show

if i could see the world through the eyes of another

screamin while i'm holdin my little brother

while i look out i see u walkin down the street

noddin ya head to some distant beat

if we could paint the sky red

what would u do

what would u do if i told u i love u?

would u think of me the same

or would u still think that this was a game

but i tell u now that i am one and the same

through pride and through shame

but i also tell u i am not the one to blame

so u can kiss my ass if u think i'm a fake

your words cling for a while but then get thrown off with a little shake

in my mind i see things different

when things aren't right

my brain fells like it just went through an earthquake

so go ahead and make fun of me

go ahead and see how much i really care

because in my mind i can make it feel like ur not really there